loooking goood and feeeling gllaaddd

i got a little carried away and started gettin ready to party couple of hours ago and now i just have to sit here and wait. looking super hot.

im bringin my camera tonight! its first night out. after my previous one went walk-about i completely lost my mojo. have barely taken any photos in four weeks besides for an assignment. and as gay as it may sound; taking photos drunk of my drunken friends is what i fuckin love!
all the million times ive brought my camera to places it shouldnt have been and put in the hands of un-trustworthies.. it was bound to happen one day. but it was worth it, i had that little fella for 4 years and have some beautiful memories captured :D

i wannnnuuu goooouu. im even wearing heals tonight! ME! HEALS! im mean it looks killer, i know, but it feels killer ill too and i simply dont feel pain is worth beauty. not to that extent. women shouldnt have to cry blood through their toe nails to look good, thats behind us.. but maybe just for an hour or two. special occasion. should get a photo cause it wont happen again anytime soon! ok.. brb



definitely NOT posing!!! im always standing around like that heeeeeeheeeeee

webcam keepin an eye on me

chillin on the floor

drinkin gypsy

lookin sweet and innocent

420

i hasnt been very warm in melbourne lately but tuesday was a really beautiful day. we cruised for some 'lord of the fries' which is vegan/vegetarian fast food and had some vegan nuggets with mango chutney OH LORD that shit is my lover! i love you! with our munchies we headed up to our friends penthouse with a crazy view of the city and smoked for a couple of hours. then a thunderstorm came, it was amazing.. purple clouds and lighting. looked so good from that balcony, we also witnessed a car crash below.

then we cruised down to a beautiful screening of the movie 'suite for ma dukes'. a project started on the day that would have been j dilla's 33 birthday. it's an orchestra of im guessing 60 playing dilla beats and the money goes to dilla's hiers, to cover the medical bills from his passing and so forth. jerks my tear canals.

here's a video of the orchestra with the project leader miguel atwood-ferguson


and this with common. i love common!

*goose bumps* haha, oh that reminds me. the movie was amazing, yes. but the experience itself was pretty close to an ordeal. 150 ppl crammed into to this VERY NOT air conditioned room on chairs that felt like penalty. and the speakers couldnt do bass which is kind of the heart of hip hop. battled with the panic of suffocating and sweating my non-existing balls of.

aint gonna be no vampires around here tonight

i am the worst blogger. but i barely have time to breath and even less time to sit down and be funny online, tihi. but mainly i feel like photos are necessary ammunition and i have been camera-less. however; i finally got a cf card now (no, i accidentally have two fml) so i am back in the gaaaaaame!

tonight i am shooting my friends eursula as a loner zombie for an assignment. so ive been zombie-shopping this arvo, picked up a ridiculously amazing tripod of my mate cam (huge thank) as well. very set indeed! and since i dont pay my models hihihhihih im gonna make a her a majestic meal. ill tell you this much; i am using 8 garlic cloves. garlic party at my house!!!!!

there are worse things than dying

i am seriously so pwned by life right now. a bird even shat on me today. naht cuul. and stuart's got a new toy so i have to bitch n moan to get him to watch fargo with me. gonna lure him into bed offering cheese and marmalade.

we got a new housemate in the eden house, her name is jess and she is the cutest lady evurr. last night we made the best roasted vegetables and watched dead birds, SUCH a good film.

ps, anyone got movie tips? the grosser, the better. feels like all i ever do is re-watch.

tihi

*foodz stylista* (taken by classmate alison ryan)

we shot this with a 5x4 monorail. so only one frame! turned out pretty good for a first time. guess ill show you when ive scanned it. did my favourite food avocado ofcourse.. mmm avocado.

its a hard knock life for me

uh, i feel asleep pissed. woke up pissed. tram was super late and some school girl idiot got caught in my ear phones running off the tram and just like that i couldnt finish slum village fantastic vol 2! i was ready to hit someone in the face or cry blood. then i was THIIIIS close to finishing the most tedious retouch assignment in photoshop and what happens? motherfucker crashes.

hah, you dont understand. felt so sorry for myself. but it helps focusing on the good things, right? few of those:

went straight home after my nightmare morning/lunch, stationed my tired temple on the couch with a yummy sandwhich and a big cup of mango breakfast tea. played a horror flick and napped. story of my life?

my girl lauren came over and we found an asain HUGE supermarket with everything you could possibly want. walkable distance and just discovered after living here for almost six monts!

probably 30 different kinds of tofu. every mock meat imaginable (im talkin fake prawns!). aloe vera water! but the absolutely best thing was ONE KILO OF PEELED GARLIC! i love garlic to death but loose my shit when i have to peel them and then slice thinly.. takes way too long since i want like six in my sauce. this is THE solution. i am so happy. 2 bucks. wwwooooowwww.

i just bought a new camera body. stings like piss in the pants but im telling myself it was time for upgrade. got a canon 7d. with video feature! how fun! shame i have to glue it to myself. not gonna run the risk of loosing you for nothing, future lover.

towards the dark ages!

summer is over. and i am actually torn in my love/hate for this. during summer you dont really get those pleasant kinda of warm days, its more like 'omfg were melting'! so cooler days seem like a bliss. and another huge thing is clothing! i dont like to dress in colours and i dont like to show all my skin (its purple, ssch) so everything not summer is black, black, black and some grey.. yey, my favourite colours!

so, the cooler days have arrived. and into the house with barely no windows. aka were fucked. haha! me and stuart even went to k-mart last night to buy over-sized sweat shirts! i love k-mart except for the fact that they n.e.v.e.r have the smaller sizes. not only fat ppl use ur store, mang!

but luckily it will never snow here. snow is def an allergy of mine. note the black, black, black and grey. *myself*

biggest balls in the house

eh, who need a camera when u got webcam, snoop dawg and sexy outfits?

can tell ive been watchin em top models, ey?

the day after tomorrow

i really feel like i have to endure more shit and bad luck than i deserve. my joint huge dnb birthday party was awesome, the floor was shaking and the drinks were flowing. bad turn-up for my friends, but that seem to be the way things are these days. we had a pretty sick after party at the house too but ofcourse something had to disappear and this time it was my camera. being a poor photography student without a camera has never been more fun.

but i feel like ive lost a bit the spark now. sick of most things i do and even more what others do. really wish i could just go away somewhere for a long time and be without everything and everyone. unfortunately i have to magically whip up the cash for a new fucking camera and go to school every day so that wont happen.

remember the titans

class this morning got cancelled. woho. more wine for the birthday dinner!

me and stuzer went to a really cosy thai place on brunswick st that i always wanted to go to, but never didcus it looked way to expensive. and since they had byo (bring your own, boi!) we bought a bottle of wine i always want but never get cus its 30 dollars. then we ate enough food to last us til winter.

im on the mission of thanking everyone for their facebook birthday wishes.. it's amazing in that way, facebook. never again will we forget each others birthdays! i just had to 'like' all of them tho, be to be many love hearts and thank you's otherwise. imagine other people's feeds! baaawrriinng*so thoughtful* *so facefucked by facebook*

another birthday inferno is about to take place. in our house. for michael. unfortunately i have un-skipable classes tomorrow. can I stand by and watch these kids get loose in my diningroom without joining? cruel world.

btw, speaking of facebook.. this is my profile pic:

*twelve-year-old-vamp-gonna-getya* mwihhihihi. no one can tell i just turned 22.

7th of april, beyatch

some birthday shit!

got this talking storm trooper of stuart. "move along" is my favourite.

had awesome breakfast while watching the 80's labyrinth with teenager jennifer connelly. (ps, har hittat knackebrod! aven ortsalt. livsnodvandigheter)

i didnt get one but TWO weezy tee's. lucky day indeed.

bought myself some vampire gold.

amongst many awesome present from my bf he gave me this. love world globes!

i was goin for 'simple life' yo, paris hilton. hook me up!

thought i might share some of taryn's flattering snaps from easter in gatha!

i was born to do this.. rulin the country side. gettin on the barbYY. wearin em' hats. actually sittin on hay.

at one point i was even wearing a cow tag :C

not entirely sure if this was a much of a turn-off for stuart. as it was to me.

getting loose in front the fire. (notice, new hat)

mohahaha

wuhu, happe birthday! and ofcourse, it is raining. it ALWAYS rains on my birthday. might mean that i am the daughter of satan and the angels cry every year.

be very aware of the evil cutie.. im getting older.

im back from the dead!

im pretty sure i was poisoned thursday night cus i felt like roadkill all day yesterday. im seriously talking about the worst hangover of my life. couldnt leave bed, coudnt eat or drink. i was SO nauseous that i had to force myself to spew in the end which was the WORST cus there was noo solids in my stomach (overshare mohaha). but yes, simply one of the worst days.

it's just weird cus i NEVER spew and i did actually not have more than maybe 6 drinks in the duration of 8 hours. dont exactly deserve a crazy-drinker medal and death the following day for that.



beers were consumed at toff. after the city i decided to move my partying ass to prahran so the hunt for a cab began. a maxi cab pulled up to me and i said; dude, im alone. he was all like; well, ill take you anyway. normal rate! so i got in, but i should have known. driving one person in a maxi cab on a holiday 11pm is not normal. he was a creep. tried holding my hand. stroking my arms and asking me gross questions. what the fuck! i told him i had a boyfriend ofcourse, took his gross hands off me and at the end i had to jump off to early cus he wouldnt get it throu his thick skull. so many asshole cab drivers in this city..



anyway! i didnt let that shithead ruin my night! i finally arrived to chapel st and met my girl crush no.1 leo!





all i can is that filipinos are AMAZING *drooolz*



then i met girl crush no.2. kind of embarrassed now, i was like a school girl with this one, haha.





james! he found me on chapel st and we walked to eursuals together!





HAHA look at me *smitten*





*cratediggin* haha. anyway it seems my friends were more interested in taking photos that night cus im in most of them lulz.





sarah is whispering soft words in my ear. i like it.



peanut butter jelly time!





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the mystery of facebook-flirting

maybe its just me, but i really dont think of facebook as a sight were you 'meet new friends'. that's what dating sites are for.. or even myspace. but facebook is kind of friends and acquaintance's only. you don't have to best friends ofcourse, but atleast met and risking/wanting/dying/intending/pretending to met again.

like when ugly faces from 'insert-random-european-country-you-dont-live-in' poke you. UH seriously, that's like walking up to someone in a bar, poke in the side and be all like "yeah, look at me giiiiirl. wanna get it on?" cus obviously, what they want you to do is go check their facebook out. be impressed. poke back. sawry, aint gonna happen.

living large

easter-break is ON! happiness is spelled : no 7am wake-up for a whole week! and what else:

* boozin! thursday, friday, saturday & sunday (ok, maybe im takin off a bit more than i can chew but what's my excuse now? NO 7AM WAKE UP!)

* roadtrip to leongatha! animal petting, horse riding, bbq:ing.


(brendan's photo from gatha last time. guess who's me!!?) ps, this blog really slaughter photos.

* celebrate the b-day

* homework ofcourse, no rest for the student's ya know. will do my best to squeeze it into my busy schedule..

waynes world skit

ebay-addiction in combination with weezy-obsession is taking me to wonderful places.

shotgun!