the day after tomorrow

i really feel like i have to endure more shit and bad luck than i deserve. my joint huge dnb birthday party was awesome, the floor was shaking and the drinks were flowing. bad turn-up for my friends, but that seem to be the way things are these days. we had a pretty sick after party at the house too but ofcourse something had to disappear and this time it was my camera. being a poor photography student without a camera has never been more fun.

but i feel like ive lost a bit the spark now. sick of most things i do and even more what others do. really wish i could just go away somewhere for a long time and be without everything and everyone. unfortunately i have to magically whip up the cash for a new fucking camera and go to school every day so that wont happen.